Tag: suicide

Alexandra Mayers music rehearsal: “He Died at 37” from the Christian Pornstar album


Alexandra Mayers shares a recent (imperfect) rehearsal of a track from her upcoming Christian Pornstar music album titled “He Died At 37”.

This is a song about a fictitious male pornstar & prostitute who is of the homosexual orientation, yet aggressively plays “straight” in his adult movies. Ultimately, he winds up contracting AIDS, takes it out on his peers (via online defamation venues) and finally commits suicide (leaving behind his wife and children).
Lyrics:
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(v1)
His Dad treated his mom like shit
while he was in the womb
that’s why he was born such a prick

He was beat and raped as a kid
turned tricks on South Beach
though he’d tried to forget about it

Straight for pay
is what he later became
wanted the whole world to know his
worthless porn Name
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(chorus)
he Died at 37
and he ain’t headed for heaven
just HELL
his life parallels Lucifer’s fails

he died at 37
and he ain’t headed to heaven
just hell
his whole life’s a cautionary tale…

(v2)
that gold crucifix around his neck
he thought protected him
had long been null and void
he was given so many chances
but to him that didn’t matter
only fornication gave him joy

then he was given the gift of AIDS
so he fled the USA in shame
and in revenge to those who he blamed
he unjustly defamed all of their names

(bridge)
a bullet in his brain
a bullet in his brain
his STDs drove him insane
He took his own damn life, left behind his children and his wife
Yes at 37 he committed suicide! (fictitious – person)
yes he died (x2( though the truth is, for years he’d been dead inside

The recently departed January Seraph & a blog post reading on COMPASSION

Alexandra Mayers shares her thoughts about the tragic passing of model and adult entertainer January Seraph.

Upon investigation, Alexandra discovered that the brilliant, creative and politically minded artists and activist January Seraph was incredibly concerned and distraught about Donald Trumps politics, policies and his Obamacare repeal. She also was very passionate about eradicating the stigmas associated with suffering from mental illness and being a sex workers.



January was very angry with Republicans due to what she perceives as their lack of compassion for those who desperately needed what President Barack Obama’s Obamacare offered (to people – humans – such as herself).

January tweeted extensively about her concerns – tweets which Alexandra has included in this webcast.

Alexandra urges those who may have the motivation or resources to launch a suicide hotline specifically for pornstars, sex workers and adult entertainers.

At the end of this webcast, Alexandra Mayers shares one of her original works which she posted as a blog a few months ago titled “A phone call at 2am EST – the night before last”. The piece Alexandra wrote and reads to her audience outlines how though many pornstars, sex workers and adult entertainers take accountability and responsibility for their past, present and future choices and actions in life – often there’s a crowd of people behind them who neglect to take accountability for the actions they’ve taken that affect the lives of others.