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Alexandra Mayers shares a few thoughts and observations on racism in regards to the difficulty of being an African American woman nowadays – from never being properly acknowledged as the American adult entertainment industry’s top blogger, to The Matrix franchise being stolen from African American creative & prodigy Sophia Stewart, to white ex Trump supporters transforming into transracials on dating apps and claiming to be “mixed” (though on job applications they likely still identify as “white”) to the reality of white privilege.

A little comedy and a little music from…

A little comedy and a little music from yours truly…

Alexandra Mayers LIVE comedy – can the single and desperate be trafficked?

Hopefully this sample of one of my standup comedy acts doesn’t overly offend or trigger anyone – at this phase in my life I’m just willing to laugh at a bit of the tragedy I’ve dealt and continue to deal with. Learn about my truth and history on www.MonicaFoster.net – abuse, trafficking, organized crime, heartbreak, reputation obliteration…..I survived it all.

working out a melody for a new song. Well…actually still reworking the melody for my song “It’s Just Tuesday” – I’ll complete and record it one day I’m sure… and yes, a portion of the lyrics are “2 little birds sitting in a tree K I S S I N G” because I’m corny, sweet and tend to write pop music for teen girls.

Clearing the cigarettes alcohol & toxic past out…

Clearing the cigarettes, alcohol & toxic past out of your present & future.

I’m thinking either this weekend or early next…

I’m thinking either this weekend or early next week I’ll resume the daily video podcast www.PoliticalNewsTime.com – I took a break from the project due to the threat of Hurricane Dorian (fortunately my location wasn’t effected).

Though it’s been well over a week since the threat of the hurricane, I’ve taken some time to re-think how I want to live my life for the next few years – and have reached some conclusions (which in turn have led me to make a plan which I’m currently in the execution phase of).

Though over the years I’ve made some connections on social media which I’m grateful to have had, I’ve decided that it’s time to completely sever ties socially with individuals who are linked to, support, communicate with and/or who promote areas of the entertainment industry which have brought severely toxic energies into my life. I’m not judging the individuals who are connected to energies that aren’t compatible with the type of person I’ve developed into – however at this stage in my life I’m no longer out to save the world or impose my will upon others.

I feel my audience has grown so large that it’s hindered, rather than helped my personal, professional and spiritual development – so if anything I’m hoping that those who’ve followed me for whatever reason over the years move on to becoming acquainted with other interesting individuals who are actively seeking to grow their audience, social media presence and who are seeking attention.

I’m no longer in the mode of requiring attention, validation or love. Today I feel more grounded and complete than I ever have in the past and I truly love (and respect) myself.

Today every action I take as an educator and artist, is simply because it makes ME feel good. I believe I’ve finally outgrown being a “people pleaser” (which is the only reason I found myself in entertainment to begin with).

It’s funny, because as a child I was constantly saying “look at me, look at me!” – but now as a solid adult, I’m saying “Nothing to see here folks, keep moving right along…”